Friday, July 29, 2005
Hey,
Once again i confide in you. Seems to be the only thing hearing my every word. I can't say that life has been treating me fairly. Now the topic is "Friends". I don't know why, but it seems to me that all of us are drifting away. What happened to our constant chatting of nothings? Gone.
Thats the reason why i'm following this saying, " Never take friendships too seriously". Reason being, its not at all hurtful when a nobody makes an asinine remark about you. But when a real friend says something about you, his or her words will be going round and round your head. Well thats not the only thing actually. I haven't really been talking to some of my other friends. Well no, not because i'm paranoid. Its just that, they don't seem to want to talk to me anymore. Why? What's wrong with my friendship then..
I apologise to you, i'm sure that you're fed-up with my constant bleats. I beseech you, help me. I need my friends back. Its like i don't know them anymore. I don't even know what they do or say behind my back. On the other hand, I'm confident that i didn't do anything to arouse this sudden occurance. It just happened.
At one corner, i have my friends arguing with each other constantly, and in the other corner, i have my good friends talking about stuff they don't want me to know. Maybe it's because i'm not trustworthy. I resent that. But it could be true. But what friends think of you as an untruthful brute? Question...
As i look back at the times where we always talked and confided, i shake my head in benign amusement. It has happened before...
Enough.
Well, i bought my Travis Barker drumsticks today. Finaly, a new pair of sticks. It feels really good, besides, it was my first ever drumsticks. That cheered me up at least. Didn't do anything much. Just played a whole lot of pool.
I'm sorry, but i've never been so drained. I hope that i'd be better the next time. I want to convey cheerful message to you though. Perhaps another time.
With a few words, my heart is torn,
from my pain, only sorrow is born...
Finally, behind the lies, my life I can see,
dreams collapsed, there is no hope for me...
Words of love, tarnished - lie, all they burn,
once love - now gone, forever, ashes to turn...
All those lies, in front of my eye, now flashes,
what once were my love, now only remain in ashes...
Tainted ashes of love, only feed the seeds of lie,
blown in the wind, to seek a victim, a heart to die...
Over and out..
Broken Glass Syndrome
safith |9:21 AM |
Hey,
Once again i confide in you. Seems to be the only thing hearing my every word. I can't say that life has been treating me fairly. Now the topic is "Friends". I don't know why, but it seems to me that all of us are drifting away. What happened to our constant chatting of nothings? Gone.
Thats the reason why i'm following this saying, " Never take friendships too seriously". Reason being, its not at all hurtful when a nobody makes an asinine remark about you. But when a real friend says something about you, his or her words will be going round and round your head. Well thats not the only thing actually. I haven't really been talking to some of my other friends. Well no, not because i'm paranoid. Its just that, they don't seem to want to talk to me anymore. Why? What's wrong with my friendship then..
I apologise to you, i'm sure that you're fed-up with my constant bleats. I beseech you, help me. I need my friends back. Its like i don't know them anymore. I don't even know what they do or say behind my back. On the other hand, I'm confident that i didn't do anything to arouse this sudden occurance. It just happened.
At one corner, i have my friends arguing with each other constantly, and in the other corner, i have my good friends talking about stuff they don't want me to know. Maybe it's because i'm not trustworthy. I resent that. But it could be true. But what friends think of you as an untruthful brute? Question...
As i look back at the times where we always talked and confided, i shake my head in benign amusement. It has happened before...
Enough.
Well, i bought my Travis Barker drumsticks today. Finaly, a new pair of sticks. It feels really good, besides, it was my first ever drumsticks. That cheered me up at least. Didn't do anything much. Just played a whole lot of pool.
I'm sorry, but i've never been so drained. I hope that i'd be better the next time. I want to convey cheerful message to you though. Perhaps another time.
With a few words, my heart is torn,
from my pain, only sorrow is born...
Finally, behind the lies, my life I can see,
dreams collapsed, there is no hope for me...
Words of love, tarnished - lie, all they burn,
once love - now gone, forever, ashes to turn...
All those lies, in front of my eye, now flashes,
what once were my love, now only remain in ashes...
Tainted ashes of love, only feed the seeds of lie,
blown in the wind, to seek a victim, a heart to die...
Over and out..
Broken Glass Syndrome
safith |
