Friday, October 21, 2005
Listen,
The storm blew up late that afternoon, tight, gray clouds hustling over the lake like dirty,balled-up sweat socks spilling from a basket. A chilly wind knocked leaves from the elms,oaks,and maples at the water's edge. The white phlox and yellow-eyed sunflowers bowed their heads before it...
Relate this to the current situation. What's going on with me? What's going on with you?
I have feelings just like everyone, even you. Try to understand me,for who I really am. Don't listen to someone else, who wasn't even there in the first place. I may not have known you that long, but I know what kind of person you are. Do you want to go on living behind people? That's what everyone but your "friends" think of you. And before you judge me, did you bother asking me about what was actually wrong with me? Did you ask me if there was anythin else that was bothering me?
Hell no. You don't know what i'm thinking now. This whole year's been filled with new things. Talents,music,friends,girls. If you were smart enough, you'd fucking know why i'm so pissed and bummed. Because not everyone is going through your fucking "happiness". You finally got what you've been wanting for ages. What about me? Why is it that I don't get what I want? Fuck all of you. You don't even know.
Language has limitations whereas truth has none. To try to apprehend the truth through language is to stray further and further away from it.
Let the mind funtion freely and not dwell on anythin else.Give it a rest. I think that's more than enough.
I've lost all feelings. I don't know now. What should I do about it, stay?
Awaiting your answer..
Angel X.One Minute For a Lesson,Another for Your Obsession.
safith |9:00 PM |
Listen,
The storm blew up late that afternoon, tight, gray clouds hustling over the lake like dirty,balled-up sweat socks spilling from a basket. A chilly wind knocked leaves from the elms,oaks,and maples at the water's edge. The white phlox and yellow-eyed sunflowers bowed their heads before it...
Relate this to the current situation. What's going on with me? What's going on with you?
I have feelings just like everyone, even you. Try to understand me,for who I really am. Don't listen to someone else, who wasn't even there in the first place. I may not have known you that long, but I know what kind of person you are. Do you want to go on living behind people? That's what everyone but your "friends" think of you. And before you judge me, did you bother asking me about what was actually wrong with me? Did you ask me if there was anythin else that was bothering me?
Hell no. You don't know what i'm thinking now. This whole year's been filled with new things. Talents,music,friends,girls. If you were smart enough, you'd fucking know why i'm so pissed and bummed. Because not everyone is going through your fucking "happiness". You finally got what you've been wanting for ages. What about me? Why is it that I don't get what I want? Fuck all of you. You don't even know.
Language has limitations whereas truth has none. To try to apprehend the truth through language is to stray further and further away from it.
Let the mind funtion freely and not dwell on anythin else.Give it a rest. I think that's more than enough.
I've lost all feelings. I don't know now. What should I do about it, stay?
Awaiting your answer..
Angel X.One Minute For a Lesson,Another for Your Obsession.
safith |
